I suffer in silence.

I suffer in silence.
No one knows my true feelings
The thought of losing you,
It cuts me to the bone.
Unable to tell a single soul
No one would understand.
Would anyone really care?
A love so great, yet forbidden,
Unprepared for this emotion,
scorn, darkness, and depression my only friends.
My heart is heavy with sadness,
unable to stop the tears.
No one to confess to,
Oh God why do you torture me so?
The walls that use to protect me,
somehow have failed me so.
No hell could be any worse.
No angel standing near.
This love for you everlasting,
yet, lost without a trace.
I loved you from my soul,
You took it all then ran.
To young to understand,
The deepness of my love, the forgiveness I command.
I gave you all I had, Oh God how can I go on now?
I now wait for death, a slow and painful one.
No future I can see,
My hell I sever here now.
No one knows my true feelings.
Would anyone really care?
I suffer in silence.